Really?

Today I had my A&P test and I am pretty sure I failed. I studied and studied and then once I got the test BOOM! I lost everything. The thing is if I didn't make an A or a B than I basically failed the class. I feel like an absolute failure.
On top of that I didn't hear from "Will." I wanted to talk to him and try to make plans with him. I miss him. I haven't seen him in almost a month. It feels like years. My sex life has gone down the drain.
Have you ever had sex so much and then all of the sudden it stops? Yes, that's me. We used to have sex all the time and now its maybe 1-3 times at the most. Its pretty sad. I mean I like sex.
Ughhh my grandma just walked in the house. At least she just got back from the grocery store so I guess that is a plus. We were running pretty low on food. I sound pretty ungrateful right now. I promise though if you met me, you'd be like damn you are far from that and think I am a nice person.
Trust me what I right is my thought and what is going on in my fucked up life.
I wish I could just look in my future. See what my career is, if I am married, and if I am married who am I married too, do I have any kids....I think about this stuff a lot.
My priority's are so out of order. It should be school first but instead have had Will first for so long, which he should not even be a priority, my GPA in school has now suffered. Really can I bring it to where I want?